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layne67 ([personal profile] layne67) wrote2009-01-21 04:26 pm
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This is what I want after Dean's tell-all in episode 10.

Life Before Death by [livejournal.com profile] kroki_refur. Sam thinks that Dean's not quite himself but despite himself he likes this Dean who ... touches ... a lot. And no, it's not Wincest!

It's so adorable and sweet and at the same time oh-so-angsty too and why oh why Kripke doesn't have writers like Refur to write about Dean's post-breakdown in 4.10?

It’s been thirteen hours since Dean sat on the hood of the Impala and told Sam just how bad hell was, but Sam still doesn’t know how to break the silence. Sure, they’ve talked since then -- we should stop for gas and turn off here and you better not have used all the towels, bitch -- but they haven’t talked, not the way Sam knows that people are supposed to talk about these things. The problem is, for all he learned at college, for all Jess taught him about emotional availability and sharing the load, he’s never been able to do it right with Dean, no matter what he tries. Maybe it’s because I sold my soul for you and I spent decades being tortured until I cracked aren’t on the same level as I resent your flirting and I have commitment issues, but on the other hand, maybe it’s because everything is always different with Dean, easier and harder and just more.

[identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
I read and reviewed! \o/

[identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
YES!! I saw you there. What I wouldn't give to see *THAT* on the show. Oh Kripke, have pity on your SamandDEan fans!!!!

The ending is simply LOVELY, isn't it? Heheh.

[identity profile] ala-tariel.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
“Go back to sleep,” says Sam, and pushes his face into Dean’s shoulder. His eyelids are already heavy.

Dean doesn’t say anything for a minute, but he untenses, melts into Sam’s grasp. “You realise this is non-consensual cuddling, right?” he says. “I could report you.”

“We’re not talking about it,” says Sam.

And so they don’t.


Caught the very last part and LOVE it very much!
Thanks for the rec, Layne. I'll read it tonight. \o/

[identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 11:12 am (UTC)(link)
You mean you went and read the ending first?!?

*GASPS*

[identity profile] ala-tariel.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
Yes! *grins*
I like to do that. It's like a habit. Every time I have a new book of fanfic, I will look at the ending first.

[identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
Hee, that's like my greatest taboo!!

Do you read mystery thrillers or whodunits? Agatha Christie for instance. Do you read the ending there too?

[identity profile] ala-tariel.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
Of course! That's why I don't like WIP. :D

[identity profile] chloe-amethyst.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
I adore Refur! Haven't had time to read this one yet but have it saved.

[identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
I've still got LOTS of her fics to read, and each and every one that I've read are so good!!!!