Fresh Angst

[layne67]

I finally got to watch S3/07.

*** Spoilery pics under the cut ***

That final scene, it tore at my heart. It's even more heart-wrenching than

7. Dean calling John in 'Home'. "Dad, I don't know what to do."


6. Sam dying himself watching Dean dying.


5. Sam and Dean watching their father being burned at the pyre.


No tears, none *seen* anyway, unlike in this scene.
4. where Dean poured his heart out to Sam. Why he felt that he shouldn't be alive.


Even more moving than
3. John making his final appearance. Omg, the sight of him flickering like the ghost he was, fairly broke me.


2. Dean saying "I'm tired, Sam. The intent to end his own life clear in his voice and expressions.


Oh Dean, you made me cry like a baby when you gave him
*your* baby. No tears, nothing OTT, just you handing over your most prized possession to the person you love most in the world. This, this is the most moving scene for me from the entire episodes from S1 to 3.


Pics credited to dean_sam, extreme_graphix, spnfencentral, dana.thedudes.nu.

What about you? What are your most heart-wrenching, throat-constricting and gut-twisting moments?

Comments

[geeky-ginger.livejournal.com]

See...most of those I did get a little choked up...I'm sappy like that...but none of those got me as teary and choked up as Dean's monologue to Sam's body in the season two finale...that breaks me EVERYTIME!

[layne67.livejournal.com]

That was one seriously great acting, wasn't it? I wish they shot the scene from when Dean was holding Sam in his arms at the end of AHBL1 to the beginning of AHBL2. I so wished they would show some deleted scenes or something in the DVD, you know, when Dean carried Sam into the Impala, brought him back to the motel room. Do you know of any fics depicting that particular scene?

[geeky-ginger.livejournal.com]

I wish they shot the scene from when Dean was holding Sam in his arms at the end of AHBL1 to the beginning of AHBL2.

^^Score so I'm not the only one who wanted to see that. I really REALLY wanted the second part to pick up from from there..I mean maybe just the opening...cause it would have just been even more heartbreaking to have to see the direct aftermath of that scene...to see Dean trying to get Sam back to the impala....*reads more*...hey lookie..you said the said the same thing.

BUT I do have to say, opening it with a shot of Sam lying dead on that bed still hurt like hell. And then to see just how crushed and destroyed Dean was...yeah...still amazing either way.

Do you know of any fics depicting that particular scene?

^^You know...seriously, I think there were a few...but it's been SO long that I have no idea where they may be. Maybe you can do a fic finder thing...I do know there were ones that took a look at certain missing scenes...I wrote one that was kinda Dean's inner monologue from the time Bobby left to the time he decided to leave for the crossroads...if you're interested in that I could link you....sadly all I have.

[layne67.livejournal.com]

Yes, please! I'd love to read it. And thank you!

*hugs*

[geeky-ginger.livejournal.com]

YAY! I could always go for some more reviews....I've got others if you'd like to read them too...anyhoo...here's my fanfiction.ner profile:

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/153939/Deans_Celtic_Pixie

^^If you're interested in my other SPN fics.

If you just want the one fic it's here:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3705516/1/Haunted

[layne67.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I've bookmarked it and will read it later today. And the other stories, too!!

*loves*

[geeky-ginger.livejournal.com]

Thanks...I hope they're worth the read...I was rather happy of "Haunted" since it was the first time I'd ever written in first person in the SPN fandom...but it barely got any attention....on ff.net it would appear that if it's not multi-chaptered it gets little to no attention.

[layne67.livejournal.com]

Just finished reading 'Haunted'. That is very good indeed! And very, very angsty. Just the way I like it. This line broke my heart.

Mom’s gone, Dad’s gone, Cassie didn’t want me, and now, my last pillar, my last reason to keep fighting the darkness slowly consuming me is gone. Sam, did you ever know you meant that much to me? Did you ever realize that my only genuine smiles came from seeing you happy, seeing you smile, or hearing you laugh?

That was lovely. Thank you.

[geeky-ginger.livejournal.com]

YAY! And you gave me the kind of review I like....the ones where people point out specific parts they like.

I'm glad you liked it. I was worried it wouldn't turn out well since I was doing 1st person on a character who's rather complicated but it's one I think I know well.

Hope you get to read the others....would love your opinion on those as well. :-)