Freaking out from all the freaking-outs.
Mar. 20th, 2009 09:49 pmThis morning when I had to do my darnest not to click on any of the cuts. And no wonder.
OMG. Jensen.
Wow.
I have no words.
And my Dean. Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean.
Dean.

So with all the freaking-outs I saw in the cuts this morning, I started to think that this might be the Big Spoiler episode. Then a friend said it wasn't. And I began to think of all sorts of things - Dean being sent back to hell ( close ), Dean revealed as a demon ( yup, I seriously thought that ), Castiel revealed as a demon, Sam and Dean went their separate ways ( NOOO!!! ) etc etc.
It never crossed my mind that Uriel might be the double-crosser. Or that Dean was asked to torture Alastair. Or that Dean broke the first seal.
Oh Dean ...
There was this one thing that bugged me though. Why did Dean ( and now Sam too ) keep calling Castiel "Cas"?
OMG. Jensen.
Wow.
I have no words.
And my Dean. Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean.
Dean.

So with all the freaking-outs I saw in the cuts this morning, I started to think that this might be the Big Spoiler episode. Then a friend said it wasn't. And I began to think of all sorts of things - Dean being sent back to hell ( close ), Dean revealed as a demon ( yup, I seriously thought that ), Castiel revealed as a demon, Sam and Dean went their separate ways ( NOOO!!! ) etc etc.
It never crossed my mind that Uriel might be the double-crosser. Or that Dean was asked to torture Alastair. Or that Dean broke the first seal.
Oh Dean ...
There was this one thing that bugged me though. Why did Dean ( and now Sam too ) keep calling Castiel "Cas"?
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Date: 2009-03-20 02:18 pm (UTC)What are they doing to our Dean?!?! I had such a hard time cuz my hubby chose LAST NIGHT to sit there and watch with me (which he NEVER does!) and it was all I could do not to cry like a wailing baby when Dean went into the room with Alistair. OMG!
Deeeeeaaaaaannnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2009-03-20 02:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-20 02:26 pm (UTC)Didn't he look INTENSELY beautiful during that scene. I was SO SCARED that his eyes were going to turn BLACK OMG.
And he ADMITTED that he wasn't strong enough. OH DEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2009-03-20 02:31 pm (UTC)But I love Castiel almost as much as Dean. Omg they have so much in common, Castiel and Dean, following orders blindly. OMGOMGOMG this just occured to me, maybe Dean really is Castiel's brother? Like Castiel and Uriel and Lucifer were brothers? *GASPS*
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Date: 2009-03-20 04:02 pm (UTC)DEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Hospital scene? Yes, i didn't expect to see again either
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Date: 2009-03-20 04:46 pm (UTC)*runs*
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Date: 2009-03-20 05:15 pm (UTC)I'm watching it again right now. Oh Dean! This was almost too much...
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Date: 2009-03-20 06:32 pm (UTC)And Dean, I cried with him, tears rolled freely down my face. That was heartbreaking.
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Date: 2009-03-20 07:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-20 09:58 pm (UTC)Last night's show was so painful to watch.
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Date: 2009-03-21 12:02 am (UTC)Don't worry about Sam being replaced. In the end it will be Dean and Sam, you'll see.
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Date: 2009-03-21 12:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-21 12:23 am (UTC)And Jensen deserves an Emmy, he does, he does, he does.
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Date: 2009-03-21 12:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-21 12:29 am (UTC)*kicks them*
Was Ruby thinking of Sam as a child when she fed Sam her blood? The way he was just a baby when the YED first bleed into him?
I just watched it for the second time too, and Jensen blew me away all over again.
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Date: 2009-03-21 12:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-21 01:45 am (UTC)And yeah, Dean. He BROKE me to thousands of pieces.
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Date: 2009-03-21 01:51 am (UTC)And remember Dean here in In My Time Of Dying? He looked so young then!
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Date: 2009-03-21 01:57 am (UTC)One thing that bothered me is that Alastair said that they tried to make John break the first seal but he resisted, but Dean wasn't strong enough to resist. Only, I think it's pretty obvious from what Castiel said - even though he didn't say it explicity - that it had to be Dean, that maybe the demons figured Dean was the one who could break the seal. Not John, so I wouldn't be surprised if Dean received a very special treatment in hell.
Now, the reason I don't think John would be useful to break the seal, no matter how rightful he was, is because when he was sent to hell, the angels didn't go after him, didn't try and save him. If they did, John wouldn't have had released in AHBL2.
Just my thoughts. I'm so looking forward for next week's episode (finally!). I've been dreading the episodes for some time now but this one may bring some kind of hope, at least for me.
Sorry for the rambling.
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Date: 2009-03-21 02:00 am (UTC)This is why I've watched the show, but I'm beginning to believe less and less that we'll come back to it.
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Date: 2009-03-21 02:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-21 02:10 am (UTC)I want Sam back of course but more for Dean's sake.
And yeah, when Uriel and Castiel were talking about Lucifer being their brother, and Castiel following his Father's orders blindly, that brought me straight to Dean and John, and the angels' other brother. I've no idea whether they're going to bring Michael into this or not but oh I can't wait to see why Dean's so special!
Btw, did Alastair taunt Dean by calling him Daddy's little girl? I didn't get that the first time but I was watching the show for the second time and omg!!!
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Date: 2009-03-21 02:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-21 02:23 am (UTC)it's pretty obvious from what Castiel said - even though he didn't say it explicity - that it had to be Dean
There MUST be something more to Dean, something that make him fill the requirement of a "righteous" person, something that made Castiel think that he could talk directly to Dean in Lazarus Rising.
What I wouldn't give to read a fic on how the angels laid siege in hell to save Dean.
And ramble on hon, I LOVE talking about SPN :))
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Date: 2009-03-21 03:03 am (UTC)When I saw it will be Dean and Sam again, I don't necessarily expect that everything will be exactly the same. I'm hoping for change. I don't need Dean and Sam to be attached at the hip, but I do think they have an unbreakable bond. It's going to get put to the test...big time.
Yeah, that was one hell of a good taunt from Alastair. Good writing from Edlund there, and fantastic acting. Christopher Heyerdahl was just superb through that entire sequence.