That gay magical **spoiler**

Sometimes I find myself wishing that I'm not so invested in those Winchester brothers. Sometimes I find myself wishing that I could watch SPN the way I watch say, CSI or Lost.

Doesn't matter whether an episode is good or bad, angsty or tragic or funny, I'd be either emotionally wrecked, or high like I'm on crack. For days.

( Poor Dean )

A couple of observations from 4.19

( Spoilers )

And to reaffirm ( to myself ) that John truly loved his sons, despite everything, I watched 'In My Time Of Dying' again.

( John's last words )