Five ...

[layne67]

God, how on earth did I ever survive the internet before Streamyx *groans* I'm at the in-laws for the weekend, using dial-up, and it's taking ages for a page to download :/

But I have to post this, because it's FIVE DAYS to SPN season 4 premier!!!

5. 'Home'. In Lawrence, Kansas. Where Dean spent the first four years of his life, happy, with both his parents alive, and where Sam was born. Sam and Dean went back to Lawrence after Sam had his visions/nightmares where he saw a woman trapped in a burning house, their old home.

This scene came after their visit to see Jenny, the current owner of their old home, when her young daughter indvertantly told them about that thing in the closet, the figure in fire, and Sam immediately thought that this might be the thing that had killed their mother, and Jessica.

Dean wasn't so sure. Here's Dean turning aorund, making sure that Sam wasn't following him to the men's room.


He took out his phone.


Dialled a number. I already knew by then that Dean was calling his father.


And he got John's voice message, "Call my son Dean ..."


"Dad ... I don't know what to do."


I love this scene to bits, because this is where we see Dean at his most vulnerable, not the cocky and super-snarky older brother, always knowing what to do, but a very unsure young man faced for the first time the probabilty of finding the demon that killed their mother, a life-long quest of John Winchester. And he had no idea what to do. It's heart-breaking to see Dean hiding his vulnerabilty from his brother, not wanting to shatter the image of a Dean who always has a plan, always knowing what to do in all situations. His voice breaking, he left his message with John.

Omg, I just want to hug and cuddle him there, he looked so devastated and broken and on the verge of tearing up, too, I swear. And there's nothing more angsty than Dean with a trembling lower lip and eyes shiny with unshed tears!

Six : Four

Caps from here and here.