*hugs self*
Sep. 17th, 2008 05:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Because the wait is almost over *is filled with so much love for them*

And this vid, The Way I Am, created by Killa is the perfect Sam and Dean to watch before Season 4 starts. The story of their lives, the happier times, it made me want to cry a little it's so gorgeous. Because we may never get to see the boys that happy and carefree again *sniffles*
1. The final scene in 'Crotoan'. I LOVE and ADORE this scene so much that it hurts. Sam and Dean having a heart to heart talk ( again! ) by the lakeside. Gorgeous scenery by the way. I could barely keep myself frommoaning squeeing out loud the first time I watched it ( because of the hubby, must behave myself in front of him ), I thought the setting so romantic what with the soft music playing in the background, and I do not mean that in the Wincesty way. Well, maybe a teeny-weeny bit ...

Dean standing, leaning with his hands on the the fence, Sam sitting on it. I thought Dean look at peace with himself here. Until Sam started asking him things. Wanting to know why Dean said he was tired of the job.
Dean : "I thought we were gonna die. You can't hold that over me." We. What he said there confirmed my thoughts that there was a second bullet for himself if Sam turned and he had to kill Sam.

Dean didn't want to talk but Sam was persistent.
Sam : "Then I guess I'll just have to keep asking untill you do."

Dean : "I just think that we ought to go to the Grand Canyon." Oh Dean ...
Sam : "You're not making any sense."
Dean : "I think we should take a break from all these. Why do we get stuck with the responsibility?"
Sam " Why are you saying these? Dean, you're my brother. Whatever weight you're carrying, let me help a little bit."

The music changed, and the whole mood became tense when Dean was about to tell Sam what John told him just before he died.
Beautiful, exquisite scene. I thought it revealed so much of Dean's love towards Sam when he was just about ready to give up hunting, because we know that hunting is Dean's whole life - "It's the only thing that I'm good at." He just wanted them to be, even for a short while. The burden that he had to carry, alone, and knowing that he would never be able to do what John expected him to do, if the worst happened.
And I wish with all my heart that Dean would get to see his Grand Canyon before their story ends, whatever and whenever it may be ...
And that's it, the countdown ends today, and I'm guessing that the Sam and Dean we'd see in the new season would be different from the Sam and Dean we used to know. How, I have no idea, but I hope and I pray that the love they have for each other would remain, no matter how changed they both are. Thank you for walking down the memory lane with me ♥
Two.

And this vid, The Way I Am, created by Killa is the perfect Sam and Dean to watch before Season 4 starts. The story of their lives, the happier times, it made me want to cry a little it's so gorgeous. Because we may never get to see the boys that happy and carefree again *sniffles*
1. The final scene in 'Crotoan'. I LOVE and ADORE this scene so much that it hurts. Sam and Dean having a heart to heart talk ( again! ) by the lakeside. Gorgeous scenery by the way. I could barely keep myself from

Dean standing, leaning with his hands on the the fence, Sam sitting on it. I thought Dean look at peace with himself here. Until Sam started asking him things. Wanting to know why Dean said he was tired of the job.
Dean : "I thought we were gonna die. You can't hold that over me." We. What he said there confirmed my thoughts that there was a second bullet for himself if Sam turned and he had to kill Sam.

Dean didn't want to talk but Sam was persistent.
Sam : "Then I guess I'll just have to keep asking untill you do."

Dean : "I just think that we ought to go to the Grand Canyon." Oh Dean ...
Sam : "You're not making any sense."
Dean : "I think we should take a break from all these. Why do we get stuck with the responsibility?"
Sam " Why are you saying these? Dean, you're my brother. Whatever weight you're carrying, let me help a little bit."

The music changed, and the whole mood became tense when Dean was about to tell Sam what John told him just before he died.
Beautiful, exquisite scene. I thought it revealed so much of Dean's love towards Sam when he was just about ready to give up hunting, because we know that hunting is Dean's whole life - "It's the only thing that I'm good at." He just wanted them to be, even for a short while. The burden that he had to carry, alone, and knowing that he would never be able to do what John expected him to do, if the worst happened.
And I wish with all my heart that Dean would get to see his Grand Canyon before their story ends, whatever and whenever it may be ...
And that's it, the countdown ends today, and I'm guessing that the Sam and Dean we'd see in the new season would be different from the Sam and Dean we used to know. How, I have no idea, but I hope and I pray that the love they have for each other would remain, no matter how changed they both are. Thank you for walking down the memory lane with me ♥
Two.