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I'm so afraid to hope or to expect anything since I don't want to be disappointed. But it's hard not to feel excited, and getting my hopes up, seeing the flist exploding. Down, girl, down.
I even dreamt about the 100th last night. The episode was sepia-toned and Dean was walking around doing absolutely nothing and I remember thinking For God's sake do something! And also, it felt good, watching Bones and seeing Directed by David Boreanaz, and seeing House directed by Hugh Laurie. But I guess the rumour of Jensen directing the 100th is not true. Oh to see that in writing - Directed by Jensen Ackles - *dreams*
To distract myself.
I walked/ran 2.9 kilometers yesterday. And I think I know why it took me so long to finally manage to go beyond 2 kms. I stopped too early, before the endorphin rush came in. There's a point, isn't it, when you start to run more easily, you breathe easier, you don't feel the pain so much, and it feels like the wind is behind you, pushing you on.
Once I reach that point, it feels like I can run forever. Which unfortunately is not true of course. I wonder whether there's a third wind, and the fourth and so on? Does the endorphin come in batches?
I even dreamt about the 100th last night. The episode was sepia-toned and Dean was walking around doing absolutely nothing and I remember thinking For God's sake do something! And also, it felt good, watching Bones and seeing Directed by David Boreanaz, and seeing House directed by Hugh Laurie. But I guess the rumour of Jensen directing the 100th is not true. Oh to see that in writing - Directed by Jensen Ackles - *dreams*
To distract myself.
I walked/ran 2.9 kilometers yesterday. And I think I know why it took me so long to finally manage to go beyond 2 kms. I stopped too early, before the endorphin rush came in. There's a point, isn't it, when you start to run more easily, you breathe easier, you don't feel the pain so much, and it feels like the wind is behind you, pushing you on.
Once I reach that point, it feels like I can run forever. Which unfortunately is not true of course. I wonder whether there's a third wind, and the fourth and so on? Does the endorphin come in batches?
